.tied up.

Friday, October 29, 2004

unhappy

you make me so unhappy.
everytime we talk about it.
i end up crying.
I HATE IT.
can't you see how much i resent it?
i hate it when you think you're always right.
i hate it when you assume you know everything.
i hate it when you don't even try to understand.
how long has it been?
6 months?
more?
and up til now.
you still don't understand the misery you've put me in.
i hate it.
i thought i made the right choice.
i thought i could please you.
i was wrong.
i was so wrong.
now i've lost what was so dear to me.
and i'm not happy.
not happy.
let me tell you this.
i will continue to complain.
yes i will.
to show you the misery you've put me in.
i will continue to sulk.
yes i will.
to make you feel guilty.
i will.
even if i end up falling in love with it.
i will not thank you.
and until you've said you're sorry.
i do not know how i can forgive you.
i do not know how i can forget this.
you've disappointed me.
and.
i really hate it.

[ Jude whispered ][ 10:30 PM ]

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